Here I am Yet you are not I haven’t met you  There is uncertainty Perhaps we never will Hope remains, though The chance to find you And fill my heart With the right person At the right time Knitting my damaged heart Filling yours in return Two people joined together Electric touches Two people Intertwined

Another silent night,  Listening to the wind and rain Struggling to focus,  My mind at odds Simultaneously racing  And befuddled All at once A frustrating predicament The tea is gone But caffeine does nothing Too many years of dependency Too little care to reduce Dreaming of other worlds Cut from whole cloth My fingers dance... Continue Reading →

Love exists as a single-born entity, Residing only within my breast. I want nothing more than her everlasting, Yet received nothing but the scraps of her present. Fearsome aloneness resides, As I drift into delusion. I feel her form within my arms, But hold nothing of substance. In her company I am but a beast,... Continue Reading →

How many masks do I observe Through the course of each day? The truth of an individual Is concealed by a facade. That person is easily recognized  Through a brief observation. This is too trying a thing Given our predilection for fantasy. We want a person to be That which is obvious. None want to... Continue Reading →

Light yellowed by dirty glass, Dust motes glinting in a fading dawn. Empty room, occupied by one, Hollow as the occupant. Silence rings through the halls, Marred by cats and machinery beneath. There exists a quandary; A need for a reason to rise. Rolling up into activity, Leaving plenty of time to cook. Yet, where... Continue Reading →

Cliches of Love

How to describe love? What interpretation presides? With what does one measure The requisite thees and thous? How much an abundance Of flowery discourse to purge? Empty your vacuous desires, Lest you explode in love. Perhaps that could be pleasing, Covering a lover in poesy Before the physicality of Amorous advances. Then there is the... Continue Reading →

I want everything that is beyond reach Chasing everything my fingertips brush My mind, emotions, intellect All are stunted and stifled By my mind, emotions, intellect There is so much desired I don’t deserve it all But I strive to earn I feed myself poisons Trying to bury the want With chemical stimulation Self-loathing remains... Continue Reading →

Beaten and broken Yet still in motion Accustomed to being damaged The new norm Lacking in hope Facing uncertainty Still standing More of habit Than strength Unending misery Refusing to die Sighing wearily Another triviality Making each day dull A loss of vigor Doubted Maligned Weak Continuing to love Caring for others A reminder to... Continue Reading →

Self-Defeat

I do nothing but apologize,  Though I cannot bear the burden in whole. Condemnation, repulsion, ridicule; Why must I be the reviled, When I do not know where it went wrong? Sloth, gluttony, apathy; Consumption is an escape. Why is it such a crime for one who belongs nowhere? Coward, filth, fool; Why is it... Continue Reading →

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