I do nothing but apologize,
Though I cannot bear the burden in whole.
Condemnation, repulsion, ridicule;
Why must I be the reviled,
When I do not know where it went wrong?
Sloth, gluttony, apathy;
Consumption is an escape.
Why is it such a crime for one who belongs nowhere?
Coward, filth, fool;
Why is it my guilt
When I have nothing else to fill my existence?
Perversion, arrogance, hubris;
What else can there be
When the only trusted comfort is in self-satisfaction?
Idiocy, mani, negativism;
Where else can i turn
When food is the only comfort remaining?
Cry baby, emotional, bipolar;
It is the purpose of all to hurt,
Or so it seems from the hollow feelings that I am familiar with.
Loser, worthless, incompetant;
But, then, what else is there
When all i have is hurt and emptiness.
Emo, ass kisser, asshole;
How much grief can be endured
When one does not know how a relationship runs?