So, I have been missing for quite some time. Being inconsistent with an activity that is therapeutic is counter-productive, but my brain wouldn’t work. I suppose you could say writer’s block, but it would be more accurate to say that it was an absence of thought. I simply existed, emotionally and intellectually numb. There was nothing there to work with. Perhaps the lack of quality sleep is the primary factor as opposed to my mental state taking prominence. It has certainly left me feeling less than adequate at work, struggling to comprehend new things. I refuse to allow this to impact my future with this job. It came at the right time and I enjoy the work.
There is a desire to write more, but I cannot focus any longer. Thank you for reading and take care of yourselves, darlings.